Tuesday, October 9, 2007

The brutal truth

One of the books that I am reading right now is called Reveal. It has been really eye opening for me. The subtitle of the book is: where are you? The book was written by two of the higher ups at willow creek who discovered through some yearly surveys a trend that was really disturbing to them. Upon further (very intense and scientific) study they realized that they had been judging whether or not people were becoming disciples by how much they were participating in church programs. Their discovery was that was not a good way to find out how people really felt about God. Their data showed that most people were involved in activity but not spiritual growth. Troubling research.

That was a longer explaination then I intended. Basically the question that they ask coming out of this book is: where are you? As I begin this quest I feel like it is an appropriate question for me to ask of myself as well. Where am I. To be honest the answer scares me. I am afraid to even answer this question, but I feel like I cant go any where without knowing where I am starting from. So here goes.

Where am I? Well I am at home sitting at my kitchen table typing this blog right now. Where am I with God. I know that I Love Him. I know that I need him. I know I need to get closer to him. 

Where are you?

Purpose?

I have been thinking about writing a blog for some time now. I think more for my benifit than anyone else's. In fact all for my benefit right now. I am currently working to figure out what in the world does it mean to be a disciple of Jesus. This would seem like a pretty easy task for someone who has a degree in preaching and theology... but I find myself at a loss for words. I am hoping that this blog will end up being the record of my story, my quest to find what it means to be a disciple of Jesus. That truly is the only reason I am doing this. I am hoping the reflection that this blog will bring and make me do will be shape my conclusions.

So here is my strategy: I am going to read the bible everyday as much as I can and record what I find about the disciples as they followed Jesus. What did Jesus make them do what did he say to them. What are the implications for me.

That is it. I don't know what else to say. I hate blogs that take up time without needing to so I will keep it short as much as possible.